Sometimes I feel like such a failure, and I feel like I just mess up everything good in my life. Sometimes I feel like I don’t know how to talk to people or have conversations, and I feel like I’m just so awkward and weird. These thoughts are so overwhelming, and I try my best to hide them and not feel this way. It’s so hard in this dark world where there’s so much trouble and hardship to remain positive. I try my best; I think of the positive things, but I just feel like I keep messing up everything. When I talk to people, they take it the wrong way, or if I’m talking to people, they end up disrespecting me, like I’m a kid because I’m young. But when I get a little bit more assertive or strong, the person and I can disagree, and it feels like I’m being attacked or something, and I hate it.
I feel like I don’t know how to talk to people, and I hate it. That’s why I rarely talk to people online because I feel like I’m trying my best to fix my social skills. But sometimes I feel like I’m so wrong. I’m trying to improve my communication skills and not mess things up or make people feel bad or wrong. I’m working on it so much and working on myself so much. I want to improve so much more and not make the same mistakes and failures.
I can see how hard I’m trying to improve. I made a list of ways to improve and feel better, but it’s so hard when my brain starts running and thinking about failures. Sometimes it’s hard to stop thinking about all the failures and mistakes I’ve made. I feel really bad, so again, I apologize if I’ve ever hurt anyone. I feel bad. Just know that I can do better, and I will continue to try and do better. If anyone has any tips on how to improve communication with people, I’m definitely open to them because I feel like all I do is mess it up every time I try to talk to people. I really don’t want to hurt anyone or be wrong, so any tips would be helpful. I’m just venting and being honest here. This is the truth.
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