I’m not the same person I was five years ago. Just thinking about who I was in my early twenties I think about how embarrassed I am from many of the tings I said and did. I did a lot of things I regret. At the time I was working my first time at a customer service job and let me tell you I was not the best. Over these past few years that job has stayed with me. I can remember so many of the things I did wrong. I still feel like I am growing up and learning so many things. Every year I write down a list of things about myself that I want to improve on. Things I believe that I can be better at. I hope to constantly try to be better more mature and professional. Do I fail and regret many of the things I do and say, Yes. Through this blogging journey I have learned so much. Anyone that knows me personally knows that I am an introvert. It is really hard for me to reply to comments, or just simply communicate with fellow bloggers online, I am pretty shy. I am trying to overcome this and be better at communication. Blogging has helped me so much.
There are many people I know in person who knew me from when I was younger and they still see me as a 13 or 15 year old girl. They treat me so young and talk about me like I am still a child. In a weird way these people are for some reason still interested in my life even though they never truly asked me how I am or how I was doing. They love to gossip. For a long time I was worried about how fake and wrong the assumptions these people were making about me. I was even worried about what other people thought about me online as I started to blog. But for recently I am learning that I can be true to who I am and I can’t be a people pleaser and worried about what everyone else thinks about me. I need to be true to who I am.
I think to myself yes I was embarrassed about many of the things I said as a child and things I did and I don’t believe that these people have the right to still judge me for the wrong things I did as child. Its wrong of them to keep bringing it up and staying that I am the same person I was when I was a child. I am adult now and I am still growing and learning.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Whatever life takes you, just enjoy your life. Think positive and be positive.
–Always look to the rising sky
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